I drink because they say it’ll help me forget I’ve ever touched you but I always forget my own name before I forget yours.
Even Drunk Off My Ass, You Always Come First (#508: May 11, 2014)
I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed. Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.
Note to self: “I love you” does not mean “I won’t ever leave you.
I care. It fucking terrifies me how much I care.
I don’t deserve you but god, I want to. I want to spend the rest of my life trying to deserve you.